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I Didn’t Run To Open Any Doors; I Ran To Knock Some Down

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Before I ran for Congress I would write freely. I called it “Freewriting.” You write whatever comes to mind.

But I stopped because you have to be more cautious when you’re a running for office.

I’m no longer running for office, so…

That lady with the fake Rolex at 11 o’clock. To my left. Eleven o’clock is always to your left. Left of 12. She’s outside the window — the window to my left. I know it’s fake because I can see it ticking. A real Rolex won’t tick; the second hand does all these really tiny ticks, so much that it looks like it’s just gliding.

The man with gray sweatshirt black shorts black shoes black sunglasses.The Volvo keys to the right of this computer. On the brown table.

I am at Kéan.

I care more about abused and neglected children than I do almost anything else.

Red head kid.

Few works of art move me as much as Salinger’s Catcher In The Rye. I used to feel bad that I loved complex dramas or even disturbing dramas like Shine or Midnight Express or Schindler’s List so much. Then as I studied more about Enneagram Fives and INTPs it started making more sense.

I just don’t even get how Salinger — in the 1940s — could write something so honest and raw and lacking in pretention.

The pen is without question more powerful than the sword.

That election. Opened so many doors. I didn’t run to open any doors; I ran to knock some down.

I will post this but I’m always a bit nervous that people will think it’s weird. That my writing is weird. That my thoughts are weird.

That I’m weird.

I think my wandering thoughts are like those of most people.

Nobody is more creative than somebody else. We are all equally creative.

Just some people are willing to put their art and thoughts and voices and inventions out there. They are willing to be criticized.

I’ve been criticized since I started my blog almost three years ago. I’ve been praised since I started my blog almost three years ago.

That’s probably the biggest and saddest thing I learned during my run. If you are a politician half the country will hate you. We live in the weirdest times where literally Republicans hate Democrats and Democrats hate Republicans.

But the Republicans are way worse than the Democrats.

I prefer warm coffee to hot coffee.

I prefer cream and sugar. Whole milk and sugar. Never ever non-fat milk because it makes the coffee look dirty and doesn’t even alter the taste.

Millions mourned when Stalin died even though he murdered tens of millions. Weird how thug autocrats can be lauded by so many. I think it could be happening again, this time in the USA.

No such thing as being non-political.

No such thing as being non-religious.

Ooooh, that lady has those new shoes. Those super trendy trainers. They say the most comfortable shoes in the world. Air buds or Airwalks or something like that.

I’m obsessed with shoes but you’d never know it. I think about buying new shoes every day. I go online and salivate but I rarely buy any. Running shoes are my weak spot. I hate Nikes. I love New Balance. It’s weird that Adidas and Puma were started by two brothers who went separate ways. Adolph stared Adidas; Rudolph started Puma.

Mostly what caused their split was Rudolph’s greater affinity for Nazism.

I heard that the lady that made the Nike swoosh stipe was paid like sixteen bucks by Phil Knight way in the beginning. He later gave her stocks for it. So kind of him.

Steve job relished in not giving a dime to the early founders of Apple. I don’t get it. I think Steve Wozniak was really disturbed about it once they went public and all these guys became instant multi-millionaires. Woz went to Jobs and said they should both match each other in giving at least some stock to the employees. Jobs said something like, “Perfect I’ll put in zero and you put in zero.”

I had a dream a few months ago. I was piloting a small airplane. I was scared. I was on the runway. I pushed the lever forward. I don’t know if there’s a lever and, if there is one, whether you push it forward. On a car, you pull the lever backward. You pull it back into drive. But it seemed natural that when piloting an airplane that you’d push the lever forward.

Why is that?

Fast, faster, heart beating. It is quiet. When I used to travel a lot I would fly business class and sometimes first class. It’s quieter in the front of the plane. You don’t hear the friction from the air against the wings.

The plane slowly starts to lift off the ground. My heart pounds.

Then, a song I haven’t heard on decades jumps into my head.

Up Up And Away in my beautiful balloon. Up Up And Away in my beautiful balloon. 

Heartbeats harder and faster.

Wake up in a panic with that song. Attached to my brain.

Then I think about the mind/body problem.* Somehow that tune had been embedded somewhere in the carbon of my brain — the actual meat in my skull — for decades.

How can that combination of lyrics and melody and rhythm — things that are nonphysical — be stuck to a brain, something physical?

 

*  The problem, in short, is about how something non-physical (will, decision, love, deliberation, choice) — the mind or soul — can interact with a purely physical brain. How could something non-physical cause something physical, to move? You can geek out a learn more about it here.

I Didn’t Win — But I’m Certain I Did

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There’s so much I want to write about my first run for public office. And I do plan to write more in the weeks ahead.

But for now…

I ran in one of the most competitive congressional races in the county. Most of the candidates were talented and very well funded. Dana Rohrabacher is a Washinton career politician incumbent with 30 years in office. The other leading Republican, a former Assemblyman who headed the Orange County GOP for ten years. The leading Democrats, multimillionaires that largely self-funded their campaigns.

I will not be on the November ballot against Rohrabacher. But I am so grateful, nonetheless.

Never did I come close to imagining I’d be supported by living heroes like Bill Browder and Garry Kasparov. (If you don’t know who these great men are, please learn more — they put their lives on the line daily for liberty and human rights around the world.)

Never did I think I’d meet one of my political mentors, Governor John Kasich.

Never did I imagine interacting with the most brilliant minds in GOP politics — strategists to U.S. Presidents, men and women I’ve admired for decades. People with heart and compassion.

Never did I imagine such selfless and gifted volunteers who would give hundreds of hours to this altruistic campaign, which had no paid staff.

Cheri Jacobus and Travis Greene, I could never thank you enough.

Never did I imagine I’d make what I’m certain will be lifelong friends — people across the country that I respect so deeply.

I found my tribe. I can’t wait to help build a better America and world with them.

We formally launched the campaign in January. I ran on conviction alone. I purchased no polls. I ran on issues that I felt were most important to the fabric of our great nation. I didn’t feel right about putting money ahead of ideas.

I realized then and realize now that much of what I did was not strategic.

Nonetheless, never in my wildest imagination did I think I’d receive national media attention from MSNBC, Forbes, NPR, The Daily Beast, NBC, The Atlantic, The Observer, CNN, The American Interest and the LA Times.

As an aside, every journalist I spoke with, even those working for the “liberal” outlets, were kind, professional, and reported with 100% accuracy and fairness.

Having no experience with public office, I entered this race for only one reason: I felt it my duty. As I lifelong Republican I could not accept what was happening to my party. As a patriotic American, I could not accept what was happening to our country.

Most of all — as a person of faith who has given most of his life working to relieve physical, emotional and spiritual suffering — I could not accept the increasing cultural divisions based on issues of race, gender, religion, and ethnicity.

I knew we could do better; I was idealistic enough to believe I could help.

I still am.

In the weeks ahead I will consider next steps. As I’ve said many times, I will not stop until justice is served and Rohrabacher is removed from office for his unwavering support of Vladimir Putin, and his efforts to deny the torture and murder of Sergei Magnitsky.

And as I’ve said hundreds of times, no single party should care more about issues concerning human rights, civil rights, social justice, gun safety and the environment.

Issues of human dignity should be universal to all political parties in The United States of America.

I want to help reform the Republican Party, working, if you will, as an interventionist. Party leadership has lost its nerve. Ethics and morals have become peripheral to a party that once prided itself on virtue, character, integrity.

Last year, in our “testing the waters” phase, I wrote about the beautiful relationship between Republican President Ronald Reagan and Democrat House Speaker Tip O’Neil. These men were as far apart ideologically as possible, yet they put the good of the country first.

They became “frenemies” — they worked to bring the country together. Reagan’s leadership should be a sober reminder to those Republicans who have been sucked into the Trump cult — a cult that will soon see its end.

Finally, I’ve received dozens of encouraging messages via email, text, and social media. They are still coming in. Some have come from Republicans, others from Democrats. I copy a few below.

These messages, in addition to the love and support from so many of your, mean the world to me.

In the end, I didn’t win.

But I’m certain that I did.

____

“Please never leave public discourse. Your voice is needed.”

“I mean this—I would have voted for Paul over a good number of the Dems in the race. He has a rare sincerity and integrity. That stuff matters.”

“Mr. Martin I am a Democrat who wanted to let you know that I didn’t vote for you, but did campaign for you amongst my Republican friends.  You are a man of integrity, and although we may have different values I have so much respect for you.  I hope you are the future of your party.”

“Proud of the campaign that you ran, and the values and commitment that you brought to the race.  Regardless of the vote tally, you made a huge impact .”

“We need more people like you running for office. Thank you for stepping up. Please don’t stop. When the R’s and D’s become more like you, America will be better, safer, and prosperous in ways that matter way more than just money.”

“This Democrat wishes you the best of luck.” 

 

Franklin Graham’s Cult Crusade

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Franklin Graham is in California. He’s in the middle of “a series of one-day prayer and evangelism events” that he calls the Decision America Tour.

Don’t be deceived. These are pro-Trump right-wing political rallies.

Sure, Graham encourages his flock to make a decision for Christ.

And then he encourages decisions for right-wing-Trump-supporting candidates.

Graham’s website says exactly nothing about his political scheme. But in a New York Times interview, one of his board members was clear about the purpose of the “Decision America Tour”: “Only as we change the heart of the people of California can California go red again.”

I don’t write this merely as the lifelong Republican that I am. The one who voted for Ronald Reagan twice, who is running as a centrist against 15-term GOP incumbent, Dana Rohrabacher.

I’m writing as a devout follower of Jesus Christ. As one with decades of leadership in Christian ministry. As one with undergraduate and graduate degrees in philosophical theology, the later degree from one of our country’s most conservative evangelical seminaries.

To believe that by changing “the heart of the people” you will end up with the likes of Trump, Steve Bannon, Dana Rohrabacher, Roy Moore — what gospel is Graham trying to bring about?

He encourages decisions to accept Jesus at the events.

Then he encourages decisions to vote for pro-Trump Republicans.

And this Christian wonders, which Jesus?

Graham recently told the New York Times, “People say that the president says mean things. I can’t think of anything mean he’s said.”

Franklin Graham, one of America’s most recognized Christian leaders, cannot think of anything mean Donald Trump has said.

A cult member will never speak negatively of his leader.

Billy Graham knew better than getting sucked into extremism, whether it be political, or theological. He held that Muslims and even atheists could be part of the Body of Christ. Franklin called Islam “a very wicked and evil religion.”

After Trump’s attempt at a Muslim ban, I launched a peacebuilding campaign, The Christian-Muslim Alliance. Religions are never wicked or evil. Only people are.

Franklin Graham has built his career on a religious brand very different from his father’s — one unrecognizable to millions of faithful Christians. Years of bigoted statements on immigrants, Muslims, gays, and Black Lives Matter culminated in Franklin’s enthusiastic embrace of Donald Trump. Like my opponent, Dana Rohrabacher, Graham has been unconcerned by endorsements Trump received by the KKK, his collusion with foreign enemies, or his racist rants.

In Pasadena, at the start of the crusade, Graham spoke to fellow evangelists, pastors, and top Los Angeles donors: “Progressive?” he went on, “That’s just another word for godless.”

Most of the progressives I know are passionate about fighting for human rights, and civil rights, and social justice. Graham believes they are “godless.”

Trump supporters like Graham say nothing about the over 15 women who have accused Trump of sexual abuse. Nothing about him calling Neo-Nazi’s “good people.” Nothing about him pardoning a racist Sheriff. Nothing about him bragging about sexually assaulting women.

Franklin Graham brings an entirely new meaning to the word godless.

Promoting Trump and his lackeys at the Decision America Tour is a far cry from Christian ministry. It’s anti-Christian. To encourage Christians to vote for the Trump-Bannon-Moore-Rohrabacher wing of the GOP is to encourage them to vote for racism, misogyny, xenophobia, and patent lying in their leaders.

Trump has started the race war that I predicted, in 2016, he would start. I wish I would have been wrong.

I keep hearing bigotry coming from Trump and his supporters. Racist and sexist and xenophobic and crude speech. Then, when the comments hit the headlines, the silence — the ensuing deafening silence by many of Christian brothers and sisters, many who are Republicans, MANY WHO ARE CHRISTIAN LEADERS.

Elie Weisel: Neutrality helps the oppressor, never the victim. Silence encourages the tormentor, never the tormented.

In 1949, Billy Graham’s California crusade helped cement his place as a national icon for evangelicals. The Billy Graham Evangelistic Association was created as a vehicle to proclaim the love and transformative power of Jesus Christ. His son Franklin is in California to undo Billy Graham’s fine work. He is using the same organization as a political wing of the Trump Cult, promoting candidates who, like my opponent Rohrabacher, support a sexual predator, serial liar, and racist. He is preaching a message that leaves out Jesus’ primary message of caring for the marginalized of society like immigrants, the poor, and refugees.

Historically, the church has described sins of both commission and omission. Modern-day evangelical leaders warn against the former — particularly abortion and homosexuality — while remaining suspiciously silent about the later.

Phillip Bumb recently wrote a piece in The Washington Post, The group least likely to think the U.S. has a responsibility to accept refugees? Evangelicals. In summary, “No group agrees less with the idea that the United States has a responsibility to accept refugees than white evangelical Protestants.”

I want to reform the Republican party. Why should one party have a monopoly on caring for civil rights, social justice, gun violence, the environment? My faith informs my politics in the way of historic Christianity, not the nativist very American version of the Trump-cult.

This week, the GOP officially became a third party in California. Nationally, Trump is destroying the party of Lincoln, T. Roosevelt, and Reagan. Instead of understanding its need for moderate candidates, you have desperate evangelists like Franklin Graham, Jerry Falwell, Jr., and Paula White trying to move it further to the extreme Trump-right.

From a political marketing strategy, I think it’s stupid — the cult crusades of Franklin Graham won’t work here.

From a Christian theologian’s point of view, I believe his message is heretical.

MLK And Why I Want To Reform The Republican Party

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Martin Luther King, Jr. was murdered 50 years ago today. I don’t remember because I was a baby. As I write this I wonder if I’m doing the politically correct thing. This blog is not “part” of my campaign.

It’s just a place for me to jot down stuff that’s on my mind.

 

Today I campaigned and had meetings and was on Twitter and read the article in The Daily Beast, where I talked about how I will not be silent about my opponent, Dana Rohrabacher. He works in Congress to ease sanctions on wicked human rights abusers. He’s done this for years. Even GOP leaders have had to censure him for lobbying to help murderers.

Many people here in Orange County don’t seem to care about Russia. They care about the economy, high housing costs, healthcare. So do I. But all of these people that “don’t care”…they really do care. They are people who volunteer in soup kitchens. They give money to humanitarian causes. They go on church missions trips to India and countries in Africa. They help orphans.

So when I start telling them more about how Putin suspended the adoptions of sick Russian babies, as “retaliation” for the U.S. imposing sanctions on these murderers, they start listening.

It’s weird. The Democrats are the ones that have a reputation of caring about human rights and civil rights and social justice. Overwhelmingly they are the ones who speak out when an innocent black man gets shot by police. They are the ones who believe racism is a real problem today. They are the ones that want to see innocent Syrian refugees given hope.

It’s the Democrats that are the social activists. They are posting about MLK today.

I want to change that.

Why should one party have a monopoly on issues of human rights, civil rights, and social justice? Yesterday my opponent Rohrabacher said the shooter at the YouTube headquarters “could be” an illegal immigrant. I was so angry. I sent out a national press release. You can read it here. You should read it, especially if you find yourself bothered with this post.

I want to reform the Republican Party. I want both parties to be equally concerned with the well-being of those on the fringes of society. I’m not the only Republican who has ever felt this way. I think of people like the late Jack Kemp.

As a follower of Jesus, I want my party to have the heart mercy and compassion. Not just “law and order” — “law and order and mercy and compassion.”

Dr. King was murdered because, like Jesus, he was a threat. A threat to the status quo, the hatred, the scapegoating of people of color.

He had a dream to end bigotry and racism. People thought he was crazy when he started his campaign as a teenager. But today we have a national holiday in his memory. We have not reached the promised land, but we are far closer than we were in the early 1960’s.

Republican activists for human rights and civil rights and social justice.

Just imagine.

 

Dear Jeff: I Am The Democrats’ Best Option

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(This is a letter I wrote to Jeff Pearlman, who writes the blog “www.crazydana.com.” He posted it on his site.)

Hi Jeff:

I’ve been reading your comments about the race. I don’t gloat in the predicament the Democrats find themselves in. As I told you when we met a few months ago, I’d rather see one of the Democrats than Dana.

He has no business representing our nation. He enables the worlds most dangerous dictator, Vladimir Putin — a man that imprisons, and tortures and poisons dissenters, a man that banned sick Russian orphan children from being adopted in America.

But I agree with what you and virtually every political pollster and Democrat leader have been saying: A Democrat can’t win unless a bunch of their candidates drop out. And a bunch of Democrats are not going to drop out. There will be NINE of them on the ballot.

Because of that, I believe a vote for one of the Democrats is a vote for Rohrabacher or Baugh.

Here’s why.

The 2016 primary, a Presidential primary which is always has a larger turnout than a midterm, had 71,000 Democrats and 93,000 Republicans voting, respectfully. Let’s assume 85,000 Democrats will vote in the June primary. (I’ve run this number by three well respected national consultants/polling experts, and all three, based on history and recent national turnout, think the number is too high.)

But let’s use it anyway. And let’s divide the 85,000 votes by the 7 viable Democrat candidates, perhaps giving one frontrunner 30%, which would be quite a feat. That candidate would receive 25,500 votes. I realize that any of those Democrat candidates or supporters reading this firmly believe they/their candidate will be the exception and get 40% or higher. Of course, this is part of the reason none of them will get out. There are many possible scenarios; let’s give two of the candidates 35%. Here, each would receive 29,750 votes.

The Republicans will have around 100,000 voting in June. You have an incumbent and an OC GOP insider. Both with money. Both with expertise. Both incredibly connected. Then there a few other far right-wing candidates.

I imagine something like this. Baugh gets 35,000 votes, Dana gets 40,000. Or vice versa. I know you’ve done the math.

Then you have the candidate who was encouraged last summer by a former Obama senior staffer to enter this race because, as he said, it’s a moderate Republican district and I’d have a unique voice, versus Rohrabacher or someone who only appeals to the extreme-right fringe of part of the party.

Given the math above, I think the Democrats might consider asking themselves one of those “lesser of evils” questions. Namely, “Who would you rather have as your Congressman, Dana Rohrabacher, Scott Baugh, or Paul Martin?”

Hey, I get how disgusted Democrats are with the GOP. Trust me, I’m lambasted all day long for being “one of them” You should see my Twitter feed, just today.

But I’m not one of them.

So, what am I then?

When asked to share a bit of my background, I remind voters that ending  physical, emotional, and spiritual suffering has been my life work:

  • I’ve devoted most of my professional/executive life to non-profit organizations ranging from the March of Dimes to homelessness prevention agencies, to working with at-risk teens, to pastoral ministry, well before I dreamed of running for public office.
  • Since 2015, I’ve written a blog, paulosophia.com, where I have castigated the racist, misogynist, and xenophobic speech and policies of Trump and the GOP. Just one example is my post Making America White Again which was in response to racist rhetoric coming from Trump, and bigotry I saw in our local community, especially amongst fellow Christians. I also reflect on my father’s struggles being a Mexican growing up with segregated schools here in Orange County, and my mother’s challenges as a poor Italian immigrant.
  • In response to Trump’s “Travel Ban” (which I have often referred to as a “Muslim Ban”), I launched a peacebuilding campaign early last year called The Christian Muslim Alliance christianmuslimalliance.com with support from friends including Reza Aslan, Hussam Ayloush, Executive Director of the Council on American-Islamic Relations (CAIR) and other progressive Muslims. During that campaign, I was featured in a number of media channels including this episode on Trump’s bigotry in the progressive media outlet, UpWorthy.
  • I host a podcast, whypartisan.com with my friend and Costa Mesa resident Kristen Howerton. It started as a weekly Facebook live event during the presidential primaries in 2016. We talk about social justice, and the intersection of race, religion, and public policy, in a format intended to be accessible to all voters. Kristen is a self-proclaimed socialist, and also a well-known mom blogger who writes on racism (largely because of hate she has experienced firsthand because of her two black adopted sons). We agree, often. I am criticized by Republicans for “agreeing with her too much.”
  • For years, I have written and spoken about the need for gun control, about wage disparity, immigrants and about other issues that groupthink Republicans don’t like to talk about.

I also ask voters to take a closer look at my positions, during the campaign:

  • I inform them that I speak frequently and strongly about Rohrabacher’s betrayal of country and human rights abuses at campaign events, on social media, and most recently in The Observer, NPR, Forbes Magazine, and The Beat with Ari Melber on MSNBC (forthcoming).
  • I share with them that I am working closely with influencers who are “in the trenches” regarding Russia. For example, this week, I will be in New York City meeting with other activists, media, academics, and other leaders who are intricately involved in working to end the human rights abuses of Putin, via sanctions and other methods.
  • I remind them that though I’m a Republican and lifelong gun owner who will protect the Second Amendment, people like Shannon Watts, founder of Moms Demand Action, see my activism and enthusiastically support my voice. (Shannon has helped me in my work and has retweeted me for standing up to the NRA.)
  • I ask them to visit the “Conviction” page of my campaign website. These videos are a way for me to share my unfiltered views on guns, DACA, homelessness, etc., oftentimes to the chagrin of people in my own party.
  • I tell them that the values I espouse are far bigger than any political party and that I’ve lost friends and family by speaking up for them.
  • I try to convince them I have a far louder and effective voice from within the Republican Party. The proof is that Republicans are listening to my message, locally, and nationally.

A few last thoughts.

I’ve told some Democrats recently that while Scott Baugh is clearly not an acceptable choice for them, should he slay the giant, at least they will have someone loyal to the interests of our great nation, as opposed to our greatest foreign adversary.

I can’t count how many lifelong progressives are donating to my campaign, volunteering, etc. It’s humbling. For every one of them, there are countless Independents and moderate Republicans that, like the Obama staffer had said, are thrilled to finally have a centrist alternative.

Like you, like the countless local and national pundits who write about how the Democrats are splitting the vote, like local Democrat leaders including Fran Sdao, my Democrat supporters believe the vote will be split, and fear that two Republicans far-right Republicans will advance.

So instead of rolling the dice on Baugh or Rohrabacher, they are endorsing my campaign.

Here’s a comment I received from a very progressive millennial recently on Facebook:

 

Like I said when we first met, I’d rather have one of the Democrats than Dana. He is utterly unacceptable.

But, like many believe, including yourself, the numbers don’t add up.

I include my official Candidate Statement below. Yes, I want to reform the Republican Party. And I’m working to bring that about, even at the risk of crazies on the extreme right deeming me a “liberal.”

Best,

 

Paul

 

P.S. I think you’ve visited my website, but if not you can at www.paulmartinforcongress.com.

 

CANDIDATE STATEMENT

Paul Martin, Republican

I want to reform the Republican Party. Because for decades, GOP bureaucrats have failed us. They have politicized serious issues that affect all Americans. Today, the GOP has an identity problem. In order to stay relevant, the party must change.

I am a pro-growth strong fiscal conservative who will work for lower taxes and a smaller federal government. President Reagan’s axiom “peace through strength” is my guideline for national security. I will stand-up to Russian president Vladimir Putin and any other enemies of America who attempt to undermine our democracy and freedoms.

But protecting children through common sense gun safety, advocating for a cleaner planet so we can all breathe clean air and enjoy clean water and coastlines, and working to help prevent rising homelessness — these are not “liberal” issues. And though I am a lifelong gun owner, I am willing to confront the NRA — our moral duty is to protect our children. I will also defend the rights of seniors, the underemployed, minorities, the poor, and younger voters.

I have worked as a businessman, philanthropist, Christian pastor, and writer. I have always championed values of personal responsibility, compassion for those in need, and a belief that all share a calling to make our world a better place.

I am an Orange County native and lifelong Republican. I hold a B.A. from UCLA and an M.A. from Biola University. I am happily married to Gina. We live in Costa Mesa with our 5 amazing children, ages 22, 19, 18, 17 and 16.

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